Searching for my Guardian Angel

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Perhaps, love has indeed passed away...

I would no longer cry for my eyes are dry,
since the day you had bidded me good-bye.

Do you know that you used to be my oxygen?
but you left this fish and chose the vast ocean,
it always seems the pasture is greener on the other side.

Maybe when there is no expectation,
there would be no disappointment,
just as when there is no beginning,
there would never be an ending.

Now, I'm trying hard to forget the time we spent together,
how ironical as memory gets sweeter,
I'm right now here feeling more bitter,
maybe, I should pretend I do not even remember,
because, love just does not last forever.

---Christal

如果爱能在瞬间展开，是否就能用永远进行着？

pursuing my happiness with passion@| 6:31 PM

Monday, January 30, 2006

I am NOT a nice gal. If i am one to you right now, then i will no longer be.
The reason being it is too a neutral word, as if nothing else can be said about that person except: oh, she is nice. Nice, is for someone who is tasteless, character-less, styleless...
Seriously, I would rather be labelled as a nasty bitch than a nice ,guai and quiet gal. It hurts so much to hear that I am a nice gal that I feel like knocking the head against the wall. Of the speaker's, that is.
Then, what do I wanna be? This is of course up to me. On a good day, I might spend time brewing ginger tea for my grandparents. But when I am flared up, I would spare no mercy on ants who are busily parading on my desk by killing them slowly.
All in all, I just detest to be known as a nice gal. LET ME GET LOUD!!!

pursuing my happiness with passion@| 8:09 PM

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Hello! I am back finally.
Sorry to make some of you guys worried about me during this period of time. I am fine now. =)
But, I do not wish to mention what had happened to me and hope you all can understand. All I can say is I was really lost then and now I am trying my best to find my smile back.
I guess only myself can make my life a wonderful one!
Currently, I am busy with my career as administrative assistant during weekdays and private tutor on weekends.
As today is the last day of the year, I wish all of you a prosperous & smooth year!
Hope this would be a fresh, new beginning of my life~

pursuing my happiness with passion@| 7:54 PM

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