Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Dear XXX,

I wish that you can remember me. I may not be pretty but I am young; I may be shy in words but I can sing; I may not be outstanding but I am uniquely me. The bottom line is: I want you to leave a place in your heart that I exist, as it is too intimidating to think that you are leaving the world without leaving a trace...

I do not dare to be too involved in any relationship with anyone, as I cannot bear to lose that person one day. Similarly, I do not want to be too serious sometimes, as life is after all so short, nobody escapes out life alive, doesn't he?

Personally, I've lost someone close since primary school days. He had committed suicide. The lose was so sudden that I cannot believe it till today and the pain was so excruciating to realize that a same age person, a soulmate and a neighbour could just vanished besides you, forever. I had tried many ways: to hide myself in denial, to seek help from higher power like god, to console myself he is now in better hands, but I just cannot face the reality that he is gone forever.

I know the pain of losing someone dear to me, but what if one day I were to leave, will there be anyone remembering me, missing me?

I am having a major operation on 27 June, finally. I do not want you to remember me if I were to go. All I want you to remember is:
Thanks for being part of my life and I have truly loved you.

With Love,
Christal

pursuing my happiness with passion@| 11:40 PM

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About Me

Christal
female B+ scorpio
160cm 47kg

Affiliation

Juying Primary School
Nanyang Girls' High
Temasek Junior College
Nanyang Technology University

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Singing
Dancing
Swimming
Reading
Watching anime
Sleeping at raining days (actually anytime)

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Shopping (yes i'm a gal)
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Running
Cannot think anymore coz my life is good~

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sing/dance on stage
try nice foodies
travel around the world
meet Hins

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