Saturday, June 10, 2006
Today I went to donate blood...
Never in my life did I feel so vulnerable, I have fainted for the first time and then second time.
Even thou I'm havin menses, I took a few iron tablets and heck into the donation room. I was thinking I must be very brave to do all these coz besides my monthly
contribution, I had not donated blood before.
Just as I was walking out of the donor room, I fainted without even realising so. Luckily, the doc was nearby and attended to me by...slapping my face. N my first reaction is: so paiseh, wearing skirt dunoe if got zaogeng while falling down...
I took it as perhaps I had lost too much blood at once and never took into heart. After all, all these happened in a split of sec. However, when I had rested at home for a few hours and went to use the toilet, alas, I fainted again! The good thing is I woke up quite fast as my head was too painful upon falling.
Just thot a lot while I was resting... I was not afraid of donating blood but great fear immersed me after I fainted twice in a day. I am still so young and I have so so much to accomplish. I want to graduate from uni and work, I want to get married and have babies,I want to foster my children so that they can grow and have their families, and most importantly, I want to take care of my parents. As the only child, I have the responsibility to do it and thus I have to live longer than them.
Courage is not about having no fear, it is indifferent. Courage is about having fear, yet muster enough courage to carry on!
pursuing my happiness with passion@| 9:44 PM