Searching for my Guardian Angel

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Recently a lot things happened around me...

My family is'nt the same anymore. =( I used to think marriage is forever n divorce only happens in American family setting. (I used to believe in abstinance oso but anyway) Well, i guess not anymore, because it can happen anywhere even besides u...

My dad was cheated of his salary in the past until his company collapsed n his boss declared bankrupt. I admire him to pluck up his feet again n set up his own company. However, due to the low demand of the market, his business fails badly. Nowadays, he smokes, drinks a lot and plays PC games everyday. Sometimes, he gets drunk pretty badly n becomes violent to us. We persuaded him to choose another job n work but he insisted to continue.

My other family members are not doing well too. My parental grandma is sick n she has chronical disease history. Also, my maternal grandpa n uncle went for operations seperately for diabetes n high blood pressure. We had financially assisted in the best of our ability.

My mum has juz walked into my room to tell me she's too tired n wana end the misery once n for all. I was so helpless n afraid but had to hide it well. I'm the oldest among my cousins n most educated so far. Yet, my ability is so little: I can only work as part-timer in lowly ranked jobs or teach tuition. Also, I have rented out my room to earn some income for my family. Although I had started earning my allowance since jc, I still consume a big portion for my tertiary education.

Money, how to earn it quickly? I really really hope all my family members n relatives ll live well n free frm such pain & suffering. I'm willing to do anything for it to happen. Kind of detached from frenz n people I care recently n cry ever so easily. Being a single child, guess the years down my road would be tougher: supporting parents, grandparents, children, study loan, housing loan, car loan... Heck, that is life!

*I need my guardian angel to guide my direction. Will u finally appear in my dream pls? The star has twinkled off her light n needs a new direction*

pursuing my happiness with passion@| 12:05 AM

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