Searching for my Guardian Angel

Sunday, March 22, 2009

We had this @ Bento Box on thursday, not bad & students hv 15% off. I like eating a great variety of food (meat/vege/fruit/seafood) & like attacking food from another plate!!! =)))

On this friday, it marks the end of my korean class @ KCS, NTU. Would miss my lovely teacher, the fun of learning korean and ... most imptly bullying my shifu. =.= Definately going for class outing on Labour's Day!

Learning language is great fun lor!!! English (standard), chinese (standard), japanese (2 yrs @ 3rd lang centre + numerous anime/drama/movie), korean (new)...I hope to learn & master all of them for both practical reason & interest's sake. =)

I had this doll from my cute korean student-teacher, dangling on my hp now with my pi qiu~

My shifu had his boy's version. He's so reluctant to get go of it lor, despite my pleading+extortion+kidnapping. Direct quotation from his sms "Let u have a pic of it since u can't have it. =P" THANKS AH~~

pursuing my happiness with passion@| 10:17 PM

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Found some random food pic in my hard disk, eating is the best therapy!!!=)

Here are some pic from Turf City Ah Yett Restaurant where I went with fren(s) several times. The total damage tat time was about $100 but so worth it!!!

Chinese unagi in Gongbao style, it's a mixture of sweet, spicy & crunchy.

Signature pumpkin crab which is fresh, creamy & fragrant.

Signature salty egg crab, it's fresh but a tad too salty for me.

Da tou, v delicious to gulp down bowls of rice.

Big fat fresh oysters, heard its gd for guys. ;)

Bamboo clams, again a dish to gulp down more rice.

M market seafood platter for 2, had this with YF's gang. A copycat of Fish & Co's but much better IMO.

Omelette with a slice of fish chip.

Korean chicken + fish combo.

Yaki Yaki Bo's teppanyaki, my fren had beef & i had seafood.

Another takoyaki from there. The serving staff there was really frenly, even gib us a receipt to accumulate points since we forget to bring the royalty card.

Homemade pig trotter + bamboo.

Octupus + vege.

Big prawns.

Fish with eggs.

BBQ roasted chicken.

My fav dessert: Mango milk ice.

My new love - donuts!!! Clockwise: Bee, White choc, Dark choc, Tiramisu, Mango, Cappuccino.

More donuts. Clockwise: Oreo, Dark choc, Tiramisu, Dark mirror, Mango, Peanut choc. Had half a dozen donuts for like at least once a week.

Now shall go rush my IA logbook, din hv a time to write it properly & my tutor is coming!!! >.<

P/S What will u do if u hv 50k to make money grow? Let's discuss it @ msn. =)

pursuing my happiness with passion@| 8:44 PM

Saturday, March 07, 2009

Juz feel so depressed recently and the only thing I do is to do more work to free myself from thinking.

NTU EEE infocomm FYP student stabbed prof, slitted wrist n jumped to death on monday, followed by EEE infocomm proj officer hanged to death in his hall on friday. In less than a week, 2 suicidal cases from my major were reported consecutively. Nobody knows it just hurts me so so so much to type all these.

My best pri sch fren, Raymond, had committed suicide in his final yr in TCHS while I was in NYGH. Those were the days we talked abt our ambition to go to the most prestigious schools, to be successful people. Those were the days we sat on same bus to and fro our sec sch (our home were a few blocks away). Those were the days we talked over the phone about things in life...

I used to think that I understand him the most as we had common background/life experiences and shared the same dream. Yet till today, I still cant understand why he had chosen this path. It is always a pain in my heart for not able to save him, to let him die in such a lonely and tragic way. For some reason, he must have felt so troubled and helpless to resort to end his own life.

I had spent a lot of time to accept this harsh truth. In many dreams, his look, his smile, his words are all so vivid. But once I open my eyes, he is no longer in my life. I used to even call his number at night, thinking that I could still listen to his voice at the other end, somehow.

Suicidal is unnatural and heartbreaking to the departed's beloved ones. Indirectly, it leaves a permanent scar and punishes them endlessly for not being able to save him, that day and forever. By not leaving a clue behind his sudden departure and a funeral to bid goodbye, I couldn't get over his death even till today.

pursuing my happiness with passion@| 11:37 PM

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